Dear 2/7,

 Please ask everyone you know in 2/7 to read this.

1. I still haven't got your subject combination yet. Had to run after so many pple to get it. I'll inform you guys as soon as possible.

2. As a few of u know, I lost my hp and along wif it most of ur hp numbers. So now, if any one of u msg me, pls do tell me who u r so that I wont be that confused.

3. This will be my final entry for the blog. Since I'm no longer ur CM, I think that I shld give u guys this blog. Someone or some pple, please take over. A few of u do tag very often, so pls do take over. I shall only make comments on the tag board. Feel free to change the password and everything. And do encourage the rest of the class to post entries. It is a good way to voice ur thoughts.

4. I hope u guys are enjoying ur hols. Do get enough rest and come fully prepared for the new year. Just a warning, things are gonna change a lot next year, so pls try to stay out of trouble and focus on doing well in ur studies. All the best for next year.

5. I hope u guys will still acknowledge me next year when u see me ard. Pls do not pretend that u don't know me. Thank you.

With love,

Ms Shyam

Hi pple,

N(A) classes usually are the entertaining and most fun classes. After a year filled with lots of events, I was wondering if you guys would like to put up a performance for Deepavali-cum-End of year Concert. I have asked Ms Ridz and she said she can accommodate us if we want to. I have an idea but not sure if there are takers for it. Maybe not the entire class. Just a group of pple who can dance. Thought we shld publicise how fun we can be cos I know that u guys can be amazing sometimes and I like others to know how amazing u guys are before I leave as CM. Any takers??? Pls ask ard and tell me asap cos I need to get back to Ms Ridz.

Ms Shyam

I don't get to see you guys often these days because of exams. A few of you have looked for me to consult on stuff and I try to accommodate but sometimes, timings are really bad and I do apologise if I have been unable to attend to you. Sorry.

The next matter bugs me. It actually involvesd a few of you guys, names not mentioned so that others don't start making personal attacks. I don't know if you guys realise that having a teacher's hp number is a rare thing. Do ask around your other schoolmates if their teachers give them their hp numbers. I have made it clear to all of you that my hp number is for emergency purposes only. And I have said several times that if I deem that a msg that you have sent is inappropiate, unnecessary and totally uncalled for, I shall ignore the msg and not reply. This applies to msgs such as 'hi, ms shyam, wat r u doing?', 'cher, today got homework?', 'can help me solve maths question?' I hope you guys understand that it's not that I am sooo evil (I know I'm evil) that I don't want to reply you. Number 1, I may have things to do and may not be free to entertain you. Number 2, it's a privilege to have the number and you shouldn't abuse it (Which other teacher can you do this to?). Number 3, I'm not your classmate to ask questions; I'm your teacher.

Now, I didn't really mind all these until it came to the extent of someone msg-ing me asking me for another teacher's number. How can you even think of doing that? And it is made to sound like an emergency just because the exam is on the next day. If you had something to ask the teacher, you should have looked for the teacher earlier or the next day. And then to ask me to ask the teacher if it's ok for the number to be given? How can you ask me to do that? Do you guys even think what on earth you are doing? I mean, think people.. Even if out of stupidity, I do ask the teacher and out of obligation, the teacher does give me, isn't the entire thing so wrong to you guys? How can you guys not see the 'wrongness' of this? Please remember that there are certain things that you have that are sheer privileges and they are not to be taken granted for. Please think. Don't be so self-centred. I'm getting tired of entertaining.

My apologies if I have offended anyone. It is my good intention to educate you guys and if it requires me to scold or be sarcastic, I will do it.

Please continue to persevere for exams...

Ms Shyam

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Somhow it feels rather comfortable for us to post our thoughts here. Whether it is a problem or just the 'feeling'. 

Just felt that people really do hurt my feelings at times. Suddenly just felt sensitive to certain things.

This really suck. Just bee thinking how to change but can't. Honestly got the 'no point of living' feeling. Damn. Just psychiologically, what is the problem with me? Even got no mood for exams now.

Best frens are drifting away from me... Got a 'body' problem.. Stress for exams..            Whats next?

I cant believe this. So many things happened this year. I dunt see the changes. But I terribly need to change... I need a break.....

^PeAcEz*AlWaYz^ --> f4R[-]@n <--

O-MAN...

Just realized something about me.. Found it sooo disgusting. All the humiliation, the 'jokes' I'm receiving.. Made a big impact to my life.. For the first time again, I felt like killing myself just to end the disgrace I'm giving to myself.. Never expected to see the real me.. I'm just praying HARD to get it changed be4 it gets worst..

For now.. I'm just gonna keep things cool.. I'll force myself to change.

^PeAcEz*AlWaYz^ --> f4R[-]@n <--